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(NOTE: This entry, and most likely all future entries, was pulled from my Xanga (http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=Spincut).)
Er...hi? Eh-heh...long time no chat, eh? Well...what's new with me? I'm single once again, after going through...3? boyfriends. In quite a short span, might I say. I'm in another play. This one is for a theater festival in Sacramento called Lenaea. Schools participate with monologues, duets, and a one-act. I'm in the one-act, Harvey Milk. It's a lot of fun. I get to wear these leather pants, this really shiny shirt, and a pair of construction worker boots for one scene! And yes...I'm a sexy beast in them! I suggest you all come see either the home performance or the one in Sacramento. The home performance is this Thursday at the PA building, while the one in Sacramento is this Saturday at 9:00 PM in the Playwrite's Theater.
I play Scott Smith, Harvey Milk's boyfriend, by the way. It feels kind of weird snuggling with a straight guy, lol. We also (GASP) kiss, but not in the home performance, because the rednecks and bible-thumpers would have heart attacks.
Which would be pretty funny, now that I think about it.
Like I said, I'm single now, so any guys want to chat...;) And now, I shall leave you with my favorite quote:
"He who fights with monsters might take care lest he thereby become a monster. And if you gaze for long into an abyss, the abyss gazes also into you." -Friedrich Nietzche
Peace out, homeslices.Current Mood:  cheerful Current Music: "Hollaback Girl" -Gwen Stefani |
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So, tomorrow is it. The very last day of Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory. It's actually over...I can't believe it! It seems like only yesterday that I was auditioning for the thing! It's sad, because I might not see these people again. However, I might! You never know. After the performance today, Lindsay (Veruca Salt) asked if I was going to audition next year. I replied with a weak "I don't know." I've wanted to audition for YES Company, but I like the Golden Gaslight! I like it a lot! Plus, I know people there, and that always helps. I started acting at the Gaslight because I was doing summer school, and that conflicted with the YES Company's schedule. So, I really don't know WHAT I'm going to do next year. I guess I'll wait and see...
In other news, my mom is leaving the 16th of August for Washington and coming back the 23rd. Woo! I'll have the house to myself! Well, except for the two roommates...*grumble* It's been, what, two months since they were supposed to move out, and they STILL haven't. And now, they're bringing in a THIRD one! He's going to get a job so the the three of them can get a house together. Ugh. I don't care anymore. I just want them to get OUT as soon as possible.
In other other news, I just had an idea for a new story! It sounds really cool to me, and I'll post some more about it if I start writing it.
Well, I think that's about it for tonight. Good night, everyone.Current Mood:  okay Current Music: The Polyphonic Spree - Hold Me Now |
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And now, Shampoo Propaganda's trumpet player, Chris! And now their trombone player...Chris! He's playing the trumpet! He's playing the trombone! AT THE SAME TIME!!!
Yeah, I'm going to bed now.Current Mood:  tired Current Music: Queen - Good Old Fashioned Lover Boy |
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Jul. 22nd, 2004 @ 10:37 pm
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Looking back, I realize that I was just being stupid. I shouldn't have been mad at Jeremy. I was overreacting like crazy. Once I had some sleep, I was feeling a lot better.
So, Jeremy talked to me yesterday. Apparently, SOMEONE who will remain unnamed (CORDERO. >_>) gave Jeremy the link to my LJ. I'm not mad at Cordero, though; Jeremy asked him for it. So, Jeremy read my journal. He didn't seem too mad, though. He said he just got off a relationship just a little while ago, and he wanted to become better friends with me because we hardly know each other. He even invited me to go bowling with him and some others next Tuesday! :D Of course, now I have to be careful since Jeremy could read any of this...He's so hot! So sweet! So INCREDIBLE! Lol. :P
So, I saw Anchorman today. It was HILARIOUS. The funniest movie I've seen in a long time. There were just so many great scenes. I was laughing the whole time. I suggest everyone goes to see it now. That's right. NOW. No, don't even close the window! Grab your car keys and go!
Wait, get your money first.Current Mood:  chipper Current Music: Christian Aguilera - Walk Away (notice a trend?) |
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Real post tomorrow.Current Mood:  happy Current Music: Christina Aguilera - Beautiful |
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So, Jeremy never called. He was supposed to call me at 3 PM to talk about hanging out, but he never did. So I called him at 3:30, but he wasn't there. I went grocery shopping with my mom (we were going to go to Red Robin's, but the line was huge). I came home at 8 and called him again. We talked some (apparently, he didn't call because his friend picked him up from summer school and they hung out until 5), then he asked me to call back at 9. So, I did. His sister picked up, and I asked if he was there. She said sure, then asked who was calling. I said Bryce, and she said "sorry, but he's not here." What the hell?
Ugh. It doesn't piss me off that he hung out with his friend. What pisses me off is that he never even bothered to call me to tell me. In fact, he never even apologized for not calling me. Here I was, wondering if something happened, and he's hanging out with his fucking friend. God! I'm so pissed right now, I just want to cry.
In other news: Kyan is gone. I hate today.
Jul. 20th, 2004 @ 10:43 pm
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Today was quite possibly the most boring day of my entire life! First, my mom woke me up at 9 to mow the lawn (Kyan says under section 57.2a of the gay boy pee-anal code it says "gay boys are not allowed to mow the lawn. They must wash dishes and vacuum." LOL, thanks Kyan.). After that dreadful task, I sat around. A lot. I downloaded the whole Christina Aguilera album, Stripped, and listened to "Dirrty" over and over, because that's the song Jeremy and I danced to.
I want to talk to Jeremy soooo bad (as I type this, he just logged on! Woo!). I want to talk to Kyan too, but I think he's gone to bed now. I had such a great time with Jeremy yesterday. I have such a crush on him, and Eli tells me that he thinks Jeremy likes me too. We held hands, kissed (although it was because we were playing spin the bottle), and danced together. I also held him when he started crying because Kyan left. I felt so sad then. Mar! I wish I had enough courage to say, "I like you, dammit! Let's go out!" But, I don't. I'm so worried that he'll reject me, like I've been rejected many times before. I feel so stupid...
Jul. 19th, 2004 @ 10:01 pm
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| » Mar, Kyan's par-tay! |
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First of all...
Dang, Allison, you perv. :P
Okay, on to business! Yesterday I went to Kyan's party at 11. We were hanging outside, because the party house was locked and we got the wrong key. So I talked to Kyan and friends for a while, then I had to leave at 12. :( I went to Denair, did my play, got home at 5. I called Kyan, and hey hey! The party was still going on! So I rushed down there as fast as my legs could go! I stayed from 5 to 8. It was soooo much fun, and I met a lot of cool people. There was dancing and spin the bottle. I thought the latter was more fun, lol. *kissy kissy* There was like 2 girls and 7 gay guys playing, so that made it even better. Some of the dancing was..."FREAKY naughty." LOL. It was a blast, though, and really softened the blow of Kyan leaving. I think it was inevitable that Kyan was leaving, though. He said if he wasn't going to the army, he'd be going to college, and either way he'd be leaving. I think it would've been better if he went to college, because then he would have more chances to visit, unless he went far away. Mar. Well, all in all, it was fun. I hope Kyan has fun in the army.
And I hope Christmas comes soon!
Jul. 19th, 2004 @ 11:05 am
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| » First Day! |
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So tonight was opening night for the play. I was kinda nervous, but once I got on stage I was okay. Tonight went really well, I think. We even got a standing ovation! :D I got rust on the butt of my costume pants from sitting in a chair, so I have to wash them tonight. Blargh.
Kyan's going away party is Sunday from 11-4. It sucks, because I have to be at the theater at 12 for the matinee showing, so I can only spend a hour with Kyan before he leaves. Mar! =/ I hope he has fun in the army...I'm gonna miss him.
Jul. 17th, 2004 @ 01:29 am
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| » MY PLAY!!!!1111oneone |
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Hey everybody! Come and see my play! It's Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory at the Denair Golden Gaslight Conservatory! It's running from July 16 to August 1, Fridays and Saturdays at 7, Sundays at 2. Tickets are $8 for adults and teens, and $6 for children and seniors. You can reserve tickets by calling 874-5573, or you can buy tickets from California Quilt Makers at 621 E. Main, Turlock. I'm the Candy Vendor in the play.
Also, I e-mailed Dias asking if he wanted to come, so if he does, I'll post what day he's coming.
Jul. 14th, 2004 @ 01:21 pm
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| » Proud of what I (don't) do! |
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98% of the teenage population does or has tried smoking pot. If you're one of the 2% who hasn't copy & paste this into your journal. --
Jul. 8th, 2004 @ 10:55 am
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| » I'm baaaaack!!! |
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Hallelujah brothas and sistas! I am back home! I'm so happy to be back home. Of course, I had a chiropractor appointment and rehearsal for Willy Wonka like a couple of hours after I got home. I swear, my puppy is like twice as big as she was when I left! She's huge!
So, I watched my first episode of Queer as Folk Monday night in my hotel room. It was good! My mom was playing video games right next to me too, so she kinda watched it as well. I liked it! I think she did too. It was interesting, because the show was going along with its plot, then BAM! Random sex scene! My mom wasn't paying attention at the time. :P I also watched my first episode of Sex and the City last night. It was good too!
What? What? I got a CD player for my car! It holds 6 CD's! It's so awesome! *dances*
My mom just read Eragon, which was written by this guy when he was like 16. It gives me even more incentive to write my book...I should start doing that...I mean, I have the prologue written, but even that needs to be edited. Well, I'll post again soon! Talk to you guys later!
Jul. 7th, 2004 @ 11:01 pm
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| » Sticks in Washington! |
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So I'm at my dad's house right now, in Washington. Just a couple hours ago, my dad and I were on the beach, pushing driftwood back into the sea with some long sticks. It was pretty fun (yes, that's how entertainment comes in at my dad's house). Then I challenged my dad to a stick duel, and we fought each other with sticks. My mind got to working and I formulated an idea for a movie. I call it "Lord of the Sticks." It'd be in the future, in a post-apocalyptic earth. Humanity is now on its last dregs because of a global disaster. However, this came not from nuclear warfare. It came from...driftwood.
Many years ago, logs buried in Tokyo Bay rose up from the sea bed and blocked ships from entering the bay. Imports and exports stopped. Money values skyrocketed. The stock market crashed into the negatives (somehow). A man couldn't afford food for his family. Billions died. The survivors went to the shore to start a new life.
In order to make sure the world is never flooded with driftwood again, the tribes push any floating driftwood back into the sea with long sticks. They also use these sticks as weapons. However, there's always the threat of the driftwood pirates. They ride driftwood to settlements to raid them and loot supplies.
The movie follows one tribe of survivors, and a young boy looking to find a place in this cruel, harsh world. He must combat driftwood pirates, protect his family, and become leader of the tribe by defeating the old leader, the Master Stickmaster. This boy will grow...into a man.
So, what do you think, eh? Pretty wacky. Notice how I never used the phrase Lord of the Sticks in the actual movie? Pretty neat! :P So yeah, I'm pretty bored. I'll probably post again when I get back next week. See ya guys later!
Jul. 3rd, 2004 @ 10:03 pm
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| » Some random stuff! |
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| B | Boisterous | | R | Relaxed | | Y | Yum | | C | Cheerful | | E | Edgy |
Name Acronym Generator
From Go-Quiz.com
Boisterous?!? The hell? Plus, I'm yum. Is that the stage before yummy or something?
Well, I alway knew I wanted to marry someone intelligent. Can't go too much higher than Ghandi.
Jun. 19th, 2004 @ 10:53 pm
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| » And now for something completely different! |
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| How to make a Spincut |
Ingredients:
5 parts pride
1 part crazyiness
1 part beauty |
Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of sadness and enjoy! |
Jun. 19th, 2004 @ 01:01 am
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| » Questions about God |
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It's 12:30, I'm kinda tired, but not enough to go to bed. So I've decided to write about something that's been bugging me. Please note that I'm not trying to offend anyone; this is just what I think.
I live in a Christian town. Sure, there's other religions, but I'd say it's Christian. Heavily religious all around. I, however, am agnostic. Now, not too many people know that. I'm not trying to hide it or anything, it's just that most people assume that you're Christian here. I'm okay with the town being Christian. I don't know if I like it like that or not, but I'm okay with it.
Some things about it upset me, though. Like the fact that people can be total dicks and still be "devout" and wear golden crosses around their neck. Every Sunday, my ass. Or the fact that people thank God when it wasn't God's doing at all, but their own. Well, that really doesn't upset me. It just confuses me. Why would you thank someone else for something you did?
My mom listens to country music in the car. Obviously, since I'm in the car too, I guess that qualifies me for listening to it too. I like it, but sometimes I think of it as "Christian Soft Rock." I mean, some songs throw God in there for absolutely no reason at all, or to better justify their reasoning, which is better, but still. Despite this, I'm still okay with country music, and okay with my Christian town.
I'm an agnostic not because I'm having trouble figuring out if God exists or not or believe that there is no way to figure out. It's because I don't care if He exists. I don't consider it an important part of my life. When others take heaping piles of God, I don't even consider taking it or not. I just skip the God portion of the meal while everyone else is making choices about it. Why do I not care about God or religion? Well, like I said, I don't consider it a viable part of my life. I just don't think I need some decision to dictate how my life will go.
My other reason for not concerning myself with religion is the Bible and what it contains. The Bible says that God loves everyone, however, if you sin you'll go to Hell and burn forever. How can this be true? God's love is supposed to be this incredible force, but he'll let you burn for doing some little thing like lusting over someone? For that matter, no one can decide what the Bible truly means. One person says God loves everyone, another says it means everyone except gays (because it's printed in type 3 font or something stupid like that). Atheists say that the entire Bible is wrong.
What bugs me, however, is this: is this right? Am I a bad person for not caring about religion? Am I doing something incredibly wrong for thinking I can lead a proper life without deciding whether or not I believe in God, or, for that matter, any other religion? I look at both Christianity and Atheism and see both their problems. I feel secure in the middle, sitting on the fence. As long as it's not picketed, barbed wire or electric, I think I'll be okay. Please, tell me what you think. I consider you all my friends, so plese help me with this.
Jun. 19th, 2004 @ 12:23 am
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So, suprisingly, I didn't spend all day at home today! In fact, I barely spent any time at all at home! Woo! First, I saw Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban with my mom at 2:30, then at 5 I met Bryan/Kyan Souza at Border's. We hung out there for an hour looking at magazines, then we went and saw Troy at 6:15. Afterwards, we ate at Denny's and talked a bunch. It was a lot of fun hanging out with him. It sucks that he's going into the Army soon...
Well, next Tuesday I'm going off to Washington to spend time with *groan* family. Not that I don't like my family (besides my dad), it's just that they're all...old! Well, not OLD old, just older than me. Maybe I'll spend time with my cousins Laurie and Christie again. They're pretty cool, and they're my age. Nick, my 2nd cousin, is really cool too. I think I'll survive. I come back July 6, so it won't be too long.
My summer has been going well. Kinda uneventful, but hey, that's what summer's all about. Relaxing. I'm in the musical Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory at the Denair Golden Gaslight Conservatory. Y'all (y'all?) should come and see it, if you live near Denair. It goes from July 16 to August 1. I'm the Candy Vendor, by the way.
Jun. 14th, 2004 @ 11:32 pm
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| » Driving and dreaming. |
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Wow...so today I took my second driver's training course. I drove around with my instructor, Wilma, for a bit, and then she asked if I wanted to go on the freeway. I replied that I was kinda scared to and I didn't think I was ready. Well, we were at the McDonald's by the theater, and we pulled out. She told me to take a left, and so I did. I looked around...and I was on the freeway! She completely suprised me with it. It was awesome! She's really cool, and even though I'm only going to spend 6 hours out of my whole life with her (4 already gone), it's really good times.
Hmm, what else...I'm going back to school Monday. Blech. Well, actually, I'm half blech and half yay. Blech because, well, it's school and CAT 6 or SAT 9 or STAR testing or whatever the hell they call it starts Wednesday. Yay because I get to see all of my friends again! Especially because I haven't really talked to any of them over the week...
I had this dream a while ago. Yeah, I know, we all have dreams, but my dreams are MESSED UP DRUGGY VISIONS. I swear! I once dreamt I was Jesus. SURFBOARDING. WITH MY APOSTLES. ON A GIANT WOODEN BOWL. And I fell off the bowl and I bounced down the wave, because I was Jesus and all. Last night I dreamt me and some high school buddies went to some coastal village in Africa, and somehow my cats stowed away. It was like Garfield. Whenever Jon goes on vacation, Garfield always found a way to follow him. Anyway, back to the original subject. I had this dream that I went to Hell.
I was in this amusement park with a friend, right. We found this cellar-type area and went inside, being the mischievious kids we were. Then we came to this doorway, and inside it was all staticy, like what you get when the TV has a bad connection. So, my friend runs inside! I call to him to wait, but he doesn't listen, so I follow him. I can't find him anywhere, and suddenly I hear this growling noise. I think it's some kind of guard dog, so I run back out. However, that same doorway is normal again when I go through it. When I come back out to the cellar area, there's something horribly wrong.
Er, you may not want to read the next part if you're weak of stomach. I don't think it's that bad, but when I was telling Krissy, she said it was really gross.
First of all, there was a body, with maggots bursting out of it (okay, now that I think of it, that IS gross). The strange thing was, it didn't look real. It looked like some kind of picture. Second of all, the colors all around me were darker. Not like night time, but like all the colors were a shade darker, as if everything was repainted while I was gone. So, obviously, I'm a bit scared from the body, so I run outside.
The amusement park is in shambles. What were once tall rides are now bent in half, twisted, crumbled and rotted away. Bodies lie everywhere, maggots coming out of them. There's a group of real live humans burning the bodies for some reason. Everything looks like a living Hell. Then, I hear more growling noises, and the humans start running in fear, shouting about demons. One thing comes into my (conscious) mind:
"I'm waking up from this fucking dream RIGHT NOW." And so I did. Wee!
I'm thinking of writing a book about that dream. I'd make it so that "I" had to find my friend and escape from this Hell with my life and sanity intact.
A few days later, I had another dream. I was in my room with the lights off and I was sitting in my desk chair, looking at my computer. Now, in my room, my computer desk is parallel to the doorway, so I can look outside by moving my chair to the left. Also, there's a pet gate separating my room from the hall. Anyway, the hall light was on, and there was someone in the hall looking into my room in my field of vision. He had on a robe with a hood over his head so I couldn't see his face. He had a long claw and was dipping it in some liquid which he, er, flicked at me. I stared into the darkness of his shrouded face and said with gritted teeth:
"Get thee behind me, Satan."
It was weird, because although myself in the dream said it, it felt like my conscious self commanded my dream self to do it. And I think I did, for some reason. Also, I'm not religious, so knowing a quote from the Bible, even something as common as that, and reciting it is odd for me. Looking into the dream a bit, I think it's odd that I was in the dark and "Satan" was in the light, when most likely it should be the other way around. Although I was commanding him to get behind me, which would be in the darkness, and therefore I'd be closer to the light... And what's with the liquid-flicking stuff? I don't really get that at all... Anyway, just wanted to share that with all of you. Have a good rest of spring break! :D
Apr. 18th, 2004 @ 12:22 am
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So, yeah, I stole a survey from Paris, who stole it from Ayla, who stole it...well, you get the point. The chain of theft must continue!
1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says:
entity that shook and laughed and mocked at him. This vast, vague
2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?
My dresser
3: What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Erm...good question...
4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what time it is:
12:00 AM
5: Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?
11:26 PM...
6: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
Music from my headphones.
7: When did you last step outside?
Today to drive around with my mom.
8: What are you wearing?
A t-shirt, jeans, and socks. Underwear too, but that's obvious. I think.
9: Did you dream last night?
Most likely, but I didn't remember it.
10: When did you last laugh?
In mIRC on #rl-ro. Everyone is INSANE there. :D
11: What is on the walls of the room you are in?
Uh...nothing...just bare white walls. Kinda depressing, actually.
12: Seen anything weird lately?
My mom's going to watch American Wedding...O_o
13: What do you think of this quiz?
Interesting.
14: What is the last film you saw?
The Ladykillers. It was funny, weird, and morbid. Not too great, methinks.
15: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?
Hmm...I dunno. Pay everyone I ever borrowed money from?
16: Tell me something about you that I don't know:
I would really like to get out more...
17: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
I'd make gay marriage legal, dammit!
18: Do you like to dance?
Yeah, I just don't know how, so I look kinda silly. :P
19: George Bush: is he a power-crazy nutcase or some one who is finally doing something that has needed to be done for years?
Um...he's just an idiot. Plain and simple.
20: Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
I dunno. I never really thought about naming my children, or having children for that matter. Diana? Diana is a pretty name, I think.
21: Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Leon? Nathaniel? Alexander? Boy's names are hard...
22: Would you ever consider living abroad?
Yeah, I think it'd be fun.
Apr. 16th, 2004 @ 11:35 pm
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| » Boredness... |
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Um...interesting...after seeing that, I tried different combinations to see if I could get something, er, better.
That's a bit better...at least I'm not killing anyone...
Ooh, that's a LOT better! Me like being a wizard.
And with Bryce A. Duzan I was an arrogant bum.
Well then. With my full name I'm a wizard. Whew. *wipes forehead*
Apr. 16th, 2004 @ 12:43 pm
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